I've been hungry for a vice Smoke away my life, stop playing nice I've been hungry for a vice Since I let you leave my life
Been staying out til 3 AM All by myself, I don't fuck with friends Don't need you back to do me wrong I'm well versed in the art of self sabotage
I've been hungry for a vice Drowned in coffee that I spike Living fast it's do or die You left me wanting for a vice
Been staying out til 3 AM All by myself, I don't fuck with friends Don't need you back to do me wrong I'm well versed in the art of self sabotage
I don't want you back I don't want you back
Been staying out til 3 AM All by myself, I don't fuck with friends Don't need you back to do me wrong I'm well versed in the art of self sabotage
No One Underneath
My heart is naked like a robin in the winter I lost my hands last year Can't wash away the layers of faces I wore for you Got no self left to be
Mother remind me how do I say my name I coiled myself round someone else to hide me somewhere safe And when they leave they get to keep the echoes that are left of me So I've got nothing to hide 'Cause there's no one underneath
So I've been fleeing like a whitetail from the hunter They'll skin me down to my last bone They'll shake me hard and rattle my heart Say "Who was with me in the dark" But I got no self left to be
Mother remind me how do I say my name I coiled myself round someone else to hide me somewhere safe And when they leave they get to keep the echoes that are left of me So I've got nothing to hide 'Cause there's no one underneath
There is no one underneath But I think there used to be There is no one underneath But I hope there used to be There is no one underneath But I think there used to be There is no one underneath But I think there used to be
It Stole Myself From Me
It stole myself from me I gotta get myself free There are things I'll never tell Take my word and save yourself
Daydreams
There's someone else inside my head My worst and closest friend The city goes to sleep There's someone lying next to me Her voice is with my in my mind Distorting what's real what's a lie Makes her home inside and changes the meaning of "I"
We're together in feverish daydreams I can't shake Pull me under Hold my breath and get your way
She locked me out again last night To prowl the city by lamplight We'll do you wrong but so naive you come along Stay out til light tonight with me Then lay in bed for a week Legs lined with lead I'll lie the rest of my life instead
We're together in feverish daydreams I can't shake Pull me under Hold my breath and get your way
Somewhere inside my soul is pure But that section's been obscured Life wears away at me like sea glass wrestling with the sea A crashing wave cannot be still Gentle with the weight to kill Brings cities to the ground The only footprints found are mine
We're together But her shadow outlines mine I do things I don't know why
There's someone else inside my head There's someone else inside my head
There's someone else There's someone else
Past Life
Sending my condolence cause I’m a sorry soul I’ve done some things I’d rather you not know Sleep deep into the morning And then I will be gone Going is the only thing I’ve got to give It gives on and on and on
I’ve done some things in a past life So let’s not talk too much And you should know you can’t know me and love me So tonight just love my touch So tonight just love me
I’ve been wearing faces to hide my sorry soul And I’ve been running so long, I don’t know If not for the half light, I’d be three towns away I’d go back and give it all up I’d do anything to make it right to stay
I’ve done some things in a past life So let’s not talk too much And you should know you can’t know me and love me So tonight just love my touch So tonight just love me
You were so good I could hold you I could know you And love you still But honesty doesn’t look good on me Let me live and die in your memory
Sending my condolence you met this sorry soul But I’ll never apologize I got out before I took you whole
I’ve done some things in a past life So let’s not talk too much And you should know you can’t know me and love me So tonight just love my touch So tonight just love me But don’t make that fatal mistake Don’t love me too much
Red Cigar
I think you’ll be in the city soon Not right for most, but it’s right for you Don’t expect to understand Red cigar in your hand
Who’s gonna mind if it’s right Who’s gonna mind it’s not right
You’ll get your eyes on those delights You’ll only see what neon keeps bright Fresh off the tongue, rolling, “No” Red cigar of you own
Who’s gonna mind if it’s right Who’s gonna mind it’s not right
They like to say it’s inside your head They’ll say it still until the day that you are dead They’re sorry just to dig another grave They’re sorry you’re just another special case
Who’s gonna mind if it’s right Who’s gonna mind it’s not right
I think you’ll be in the city soon You can take yourself before God takes you Some are just born the wrong kind So we all thank god that we’re so colorblind
Who’s gonna mind if it’s right Who’s gonna mind it’s not right
China We Don't Use
I can't love you right now But I want to learn how I've got a lot to learn and unlearn A lot of bad feelings to turn around I've been hiding out from myself From everybody else
I've got love in my life But we hide it behind glass Like the china we don't use Grasping to be a sister and a daughter Don't think I could be a lover too Even for you
Can't be me right now Don't remember how Faded photos, eggshell walls Are the only proof of all I used to be Sweet voices comfort me But they're so hard to reach Will I ever get my peace Will I get my peace I need some peace
I've got love in my life But we hide it behind glass Like the china we don't use Grasping to be a sister and a daughter Don't think I could be a lover too Even for you
Even for you Even for you I never loved just right Done it wrong my whole life Even with you Even with you I'm hardly home in this body It is not a safe place to be Even for me Even for me
I've got love in my life But we hide it behind glass Like the china we don't use Grasping to be a sister and a daughter Don't think I could be a lover too Even for you
Even for you Even for you Even for you
Yellowstone
Lets go out to Yellowstone Drop it all and drive tonight and on through the morning Lets go out to Yellowstone Drop it all and drive tonight and on through the morning
If we leave right now by what hour Will they notice we went That I didn't pay my rent I've got these city blues Got myself to lose And I'll get lost soon If I stay
I'd begun to love my chains Stay alone and decompose on my phone each day I'd begun to love my chains Stay alone and decompose on my phone each day
I won't need it in the park The stars will light up the dark I won't need it in the day I'll see what people have to say Where the earth heaves steamy sighs And wolf calls echo in the night I won't let my chains be my life
And I don't think that I beleive Instructions in my screen machine That tell me all the ways to be And tell me that my country is free
If we leave right now stop in some dusty town And you lose yourself it will be just as well To see Montana skies away from city lights Lets go to Yellowstone and lets go tonight
Lets go out to Yellowstone Drop it all and drive tonight and on through the morning Lets go out to Yellowstone Drop it all and drive tonight and on through the morning
If we leave right now by what hour Will they notice we went That I didn't pay my rent I've got these city blues Got myself to lose And I'll get lost soon If I stay